Ten.Six Hundred & Seventy-Nine
Forgot to turn off the alarm.
Nee more water. Need more rest. Need more coffee.
I think about how I’m not good at giving gifts. Meaning, I forget to buy gifts in enough time to get them to people. I used to interpret it as not being thoughtful. It’s not that I’m not thoughtful. I think I’m very thoughtful. I just didn’t grow up in a home where there was a lot of exchanging of gifts. In what other ways am I capable of showing appreciation?
But I still feel bad.
Today’s intention: To make everyone feel noticed.
So many butterflies.
Four months in and I am more of an expert than others. Being able to pass on knowledge feels good. Remember this.
She’s so annoyed that I have to check her ID.
I tell him that I won’t ever work on Mother’s Day again. And it’s not about working on a busy day. It’s about not being able to spend the day with my family.
We’re going to go to the beach. Yes. That’s what I want for my birthday.